BFN.
I tested this morning.
It was negative.
Actually the test read "NOT PREGNANT".
I think those tests are sort of blunt and mean.
I will buy the less expensive kind with the lines next time.
I am somewhere between 12 - 15 dpo...
I don't think it was too early to test.
I believe the test.
"NOT PREGNANT".
I have been crying all morning... I am having a hard time stopping.
Mr. D. reminded me that we got great test results and had great numbers this month.
So we should feel good about this cycle.
"It is only a matter of time now".
I love him so much.
This is so hard.
Jess called this morning at 9... and let me cry to her... it gave Mr. D. a break.
I am so lucky to have my great friends to support me.
I am going to go try to pull myself together.
Don't worry... I will be fine.
I am getting used to this.
posted by Mrs. D. @ 11/25/2006 06:43:00 AM
24 Comments:
I am so sorry.
I am very sorry. I read your blog and have been thinking about you a lot. I'll still hope it's too early. Hang in there.
Anytime girl, I am always here for you! Love ya!
I am so sorry. I have been thinking of you and praying for a different answer. But you are on the right track.
I have read your blog for a lonnng time. I am with Mr. D! I am thinking positive... you will be pregant soon. Great numbers things look good... think POSITIVE.
Then we all want details of your pregnancy and details of the baby's first year. Please don't be one of those that stops blogging after the baby or goes private... we would miss you so. I JUST KNOW YOU WILL BE WITH CHILD SOON... JUST KNOW IT.
Tammie
I read your blog all the time. I was so praying this was your month. I pray soon you'll get your wish.
Jamie, I have been reading your blog for over a year and can really feel your pain and frustration over this test result. I am so sorry. I am with the other posters - those digital tests are awful! There is just nothing worse than waiting two weeks in desperate hope and then seeing those horrible words pop up at you. I am just so sorry. You are in my thoughts.
I am so sorry Jamie. I have been thinking about you and I really wish that we could have got together this week.
I hope to talk to you soon.
Chasity
I am so very sorry.
I just want to add my apologies - you've been in my prayers the past couple weeks!
Deana is right - the dollar store tests are the best. At least if you get a negative, you know you saved enough on the tests to justify a pint of hagen-dazs and a 6-pack!
:( Your husbands right, stay positive, it may still happen. You're lucky you have him, he's always so supportive.
HUGS
Sweety I am sorry, sending you a big hug. xx
Well Dang it!! I hate to read that!! Not much I can say, hope you feel better soon.
I'm sorry Jamie.
BUmmer - I am so sorry. I too think those words are harsh - for some reason the lines are a bit nicer.
The dollar tree tests - 1 buck apiece - are all I purchase now. The same woman has sold them to me a few times now and last time she commented.
I'm so sorry...you know, somebody should make pregnancy tests for women TTC. Instead of reading "NOT PREGNANT", a coupon for free chocolate should appear in the little window.
If anybody deserves to get there, you do. Please hang in there and know that everyone here is pulling for you.
Ugh. I am so sorry. Here is hoping the test was faulty.
Just wanted to tell you I was sorry for the news and hope you are doing okay, as best as you can. Just remember that you ARE making progress. I know it seems like an eternity between cycles which makes everything so much more difficult. But, just take a look at that Thanksgiving post again because it was so touching. You have an awesome husband and I know that your dream to have a child together will come true.
Jamie, I am so sorry! I know saying "I'm sorry" doesn't make the hurt go away. I am still super hopeful and will stay positive that you get your BFP very,very soon!
Jamie,
I have been reading your blog for a while, and just wanted to let you know that I am so sorry.
I am so sorry. I've been down this road, too. I'm sorry.
Hi Jamie-
I've never commented on a blog before, but I wanted to say I am really sorry. There is no worse feeling than the bfn. I can imagine how you feel; I wish there were adequate words to help you through this. ust remember, no matter how it feels, you're not alone.
You shouldn't have to get used to it. I'm sorry.
So sorry Jamie.
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