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Saturday, November 25, 2006

BFN.

I tested this morning.
It was negative.
Actually the test read "NOT PREGNANT".
I think those tests are sort of blunt and mean.
I will buy the less expensive kind with the lines next time.
I am somewhere between 12 - 15 dpo...
I don't think it was too early to test.
I believe the test.
"NOT PREGNANT".
I have been crying all morning... I am having a hard time stopping.
Mr. D. reminded me that we got great test results and had great numbers this month.
So we should feel good about this cycle.
"It is only a matter of time now".
I love him so much.
This is so hard.
Jess called this morning at 9... and let me cry to her... it gave Mr. D. a break.
I am so lucky to have my great friends to support me.
I am going to go try to pull myself together.
Don't worry... I will be fine.
I am getting used to this.

27 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am so sorry.

7:04 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am very sorry. I read your blog and have been thinking about you a lot. I'll still hope it's too early. Hang in there.

7:17 AM  
Blogger Deana said...

I am soo sorry to hear your news, I was really hoping this was your month, but your hubby is right, you are definately on the path to getting this all worked out. I never know why it works sometimes and not others, but we have been through that, and I know the longer it takes, the negatives just keep getting harder. I would tell myself when it finally worked, all the ups and downs and heartache would be worth it, and it is, you will be celebrating soon.
I hate those tests too, there is nothing worse then having that message flashing at you, I went back to the dollar store brand, its one of the most sensitive and so much cheaper.
Hang in there, I know it will happen for you soon!

7:32 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Anytime girl, I am always here for you! Love ya!

7:39 AM  
Anonymous AmyElle said...

I am so sorry. I have been thinking of you and praying for a different answer. But you are on the right track.

7:48 AM  
Blogger Beret said...

I'm really sorry Jamie. Not that it helps at all, but Mr. D and amyelle are right. You're on the right track and it *is* just a matter of time now.

And those tests suck. Way to blunt.

9:58 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I have read your blog for a lonnng time. I am with Mr. D! I am thinking positive... you will be pregant soon. Great numbers things look good... think POSITIVE.
Then we all want details of your pregnancy and details of the baby's first year. Please don't be one of those that stops blogging after the baby or goes private... we would miss you so. I JUST KNOW YOU WILL BE WITH CHILD SOON... JUST KNOW IT.
Tammie

10:41 AM  
Blogger On The Losing Side said...

I read your blog all the time. I was so praying this was your month. I pray soon you'll get your wish.

11:04 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Jamie, I have been reading your blog for over a year and can really feel your pain and frustration over this test result. I am so sorry. I am with the other posters - those digital tests are awful! There is just nothing worse than waiting two weeks in desperate hope and then seeing those horrible words pop up at you. I am just so sorry. You are in my thoughts.

12:33 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am so sorry Jamie. I have been thinking about you and I really wish that we could have got together this week.

I hope to talk to you soon.

Chasity

1:43 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am so very sorry.

2:53 PM  
Blogger PCOSMama said...

I just want to add my apologies - you've been in my prayers the past couple weeks!
Deana is right - the dollar store tests are the best. At least if you get a negative, you know you saved enough on the tests to justify a pint of hagen-dazs and a 6-pack!

10:24 PM  
Anonymous Artblog said...

:( Your husbands right, stay positive, it may still happen. You're lucky you have him, he's always so supportive.

HUGS

11:00 PM  
Anonymous shazz said...

Sweety I am sorry, sending you a big hug. xx

1:31 AM  
Blogger Ollie said...

I am so sorry honey. I know how hard it is to feel confident and positive when you see a BFN. Let everyone else be positive and confident for you. It's ok to come unglued--BFNs suck it hard. I'm wishing you a BFP in your very near future.

7:11 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well Dang it!! I hate to read that!! Not much I can say, hope you feel better soon.

11:47 AM  
Blogger One Mother's Journey said...

I'm sorry Jamie.

12:39 PM  
Blogger Josie said...

BUmmer - I am so sorry. I too think those words are harsh - for some reason the lines are a bit nicer.

The dollar tree tests - 1 buck apiece - are all I purchase now. The same woman has sold them to me a few times now and last time she commented.

6:26 PM  
Anonymous DebbieS said...

I'm so sorry...you know, somebody should make pregnancy tests for women TTC. Instead of reading "NOT PREGNANT", a coupon for free chocolate should appear in the little window.

If anybody deserves to get there, you do. Please hang in there and know that everyone here is pulling for you.

9:25 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ugh. I am so sorry. Here is hoping the test was faulty.

9:26 PM  
Blogger Kirsten said...

Just wanted to tell you I was sorry for the news and hope you are doing okay, as best as you can. Just remember that you ARE making progress. I know it seems like an eternity between cycles which makes everything so much more difficult. But, just take a look at that Thanksgiving post again because it was so touching. You have an awesome husband and I know that your dream to have a child together will come true.

5:53 AM  
Blogger Brooke said...

Jamie, I am so sorry! I know saying "I'm sorry" doesn't make the hurt go away. I am still super hopeful and will stay positive that you get your BFP very,very soon!

6:06 AM  
Blogger jill319 said...

Jamie,
I have been reading your blog for a while, and just wanted to let you know that I am so sorry.

10:46 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am so sorry. I've been down this road, too. I'm sorry.

11:31 AM  
Anonymous kerry said...

Hi Jamie-

I've never commented on a blog before, but I wanted to say I am really sorry. There is no worse feeling than the bfn. I can imagine how you feel; I wish there were adequate words to help you through this. ust remember, no matter how it feels, you're not alone.

1:22 PM  
Blogger TeamWinks said...

You shouldn't have to get used to it. I'm sorry.

2:21 PM  
Blogger Feebee said...

So sorry Jamie.

10:17 PM  

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