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Friday, January 05, 2007

cd 36

cd 36... this evening I started spotting... this and the 400,000 M&M's and several glasses of wine I consumed tonight indicate that tomorrow will most likely officially be cd 1.

A funny thing happened tonight... I am still trying to decide if I am taking this next cycle off of the clomid and trigger... so I decided to google "clomid rebound pregnancy". I have heard somewhere that sometimes the clomid can continue to cause big follies the month after you stop taking it. I (as I do about 3000 times a day) consulted my best friend Google. I typed it in and guess what came up????

This!!!

I have been doing this so fucking long that I am now googling MY OWN POSTS!!!! Wow... small world huh? That is a classic example of the irony of infertility and the stupid confusion it brings!

As Oprah would say.. I have had a "full circle moment"... but not the good kind.

M&M's anyone?

11 Comments:

Blogger TrophyWife said...

Just wanted you to know that someone in Pittsburgh is thinking of you, and unfortunately, understanding. Sigh. We are in-between cycles of Clomid, due to the travel schedule of my new job, LOL! I am ovulating right now, and my husband was delayed by 60 minutes in getting home from work (due to one of his patients being late for their appt) . . . so of course I flipped out on him for "not caring" -- oi vey! Anyhoo, thanks for your honesty. It may be of little consolation that it helps others, but it does.

7:13 PM  
Blogger Pusillanimous Wanker said...

Admit it. You are secretly proud that your post firsted.

9:06 PM  
Blogger TeamWinks said...

I'm just impressed that you are a crazy woman while on Clomid. It about pushed me over the edge! I would take it as a compliment that you showed up during your google search. Hopefully your words can help others going through a similar situation!

5:16 AM  
Blogger Crystal said...

Ugh, sorry about cd1. Now is definitley the time for a little clomid break. Here are some huge positive vibes coming out to you from across the way.

6:36 AM  
Anonymous DebbieS said...

D'oh!! That is pretty funny, in a spectacularly unfair way. I say, celebrate your "full circle" moment with a full bag of handily circular M&Ms. Hey, they even have dark chocolate ones now, full of antioxidants, you know!

Hang in there. Crossing my fingers and toes for you next month.

9:02 AM  
Blogger Em said...

That's a classic! I actually think my pregnancy was clomid induced or whatever you said in the post because I got a period (it wasn't that heavy) and then on the unmedicated cycle, when i wasn't suppsoed to get pregnant (lining too thin and too many cysts according to the dr) I conceived baby eggs!

3:06 AM  
Blogger Chas said...

I'm thinking of you. If you need me, I am here!

Hope to talk to you soon.

5:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Just wanted to send you some encouragement. I used clomid and eventually went to invitro. Was given less than a 5% chance of success...they were only able to retrieve 4 eggs and 3 fertilized. They said it would never work, put them in and one took at 40 years old. Our little boy and he is happy and healthy. It only takes one.....I send you lots of encouragement and hope.

10:40 AM  
Blogger Jennifer said...

Just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you. Have you decided what you are going to do yet? Hopefully we can all talk soon!

11:44 AM  
Anonymous thetwoweekwait said...

I have saying, that if it can't be googled it doesn't exist... You Exist!!

8:31 PM  
Blogger Piccinigirl said...

wow, that is a full circle moment. Hoping no matter what you decide that it results in a BFP for you. In the meantime, can I have some M&Ms?

*hugs*

5:15 AM  

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