finally...
spotting...
cd 1.
posted by Mrs. D. @ 11/16/2005 08:51:00 AM
LOSING THE BABY WAIT...
- Last BFN~ 02/08/07
Top 10 things that have not helped us in having a baby... 10. Sex... 9. Reading books about how to have a baby... 8. Non-doubling Hcg numbers... 7. Crying, bargaining, and begging... 6. Pillows under butt... 5. Being asked "When are you going to have a baby???" 4. Doctors... 3. BBT and OPK... 2. Holding other people's babies... 1. JUST RELAXING........................... Please refrain from suggesting any of the crap listed above. All other suggestions are welcome.
Mr. & Mrs. D.
About Me
- Name: Mrs. D.
This is not how I planned my life in that class you take in high school that makes you list where you will be in 10 or 20 years. Got married to young (20)... wasted my youth on a no-good cheater. Divorced. Met Mr. D in 1996 and we fell in love... (REAL love this time.) We married in 2001. I was already behind in my plan because while I did earn a BFA in Theatre Performance and became and actress and teacher... I was not (A) a movie star (B) a millionaire or (C)the perfect mother to 2.5 children... Mr. D and I recently built our first home and I teach acting, directing, and technical theatre in a high school. I love my hubby, my job, and the life we have made together. Two years ago Mr. D and I started the "it is time to have a baby" negotiations. I never thought that waiting until I was 30 would be a problem. After 2 m/c and tons of fertility tests...I am beginning to panic...
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
7 Comments:
I know you were expecting it, so I'm glad it's here so you can move forward. It still sucks though, when it actually happens. Even with a BFN, theres still a glimmer of hope until the Crimson Bitch shows up. I'm so sorry that this cycle wasn't it.
I know it's a relief, but I'm really sorry that this cycle is another bust. Hoping for better things next time.
I am CD3 so I know how you must feel. CD1 is the most depressing day. It is the day of no hope no possibility and a reminder of everything that is missing. I just found your blog and I identify with every emotion that you are feeling. I too have had 2 m/c and am 34 years old. I didn't think things were going to be like this for us and of course everyone I know is PG. Also didn't think I'd be facing another Christmas sans child. Thank you for sharing your story. I'll check back often.
Crap. I'm sorry. CD 1 is always the worst. Thinking of you.
I'm sorry to hear this cycle wasn't "the one" - CD1 is always a lousy day.
Even when it is expected it still stinks. I truly hate cd 1...
So sorry to hear! Samara said it best!
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