Dec. 19, 2004
Got another BFN yesterday... this time at 13-15 dpo... I guess this isn't our month...
I am ok...
I just don't feel like talking about it.
Top 10 things that have not helped us in having a baby... 10. Sex... 9. Reading books about how to have a baby... 8. Non-doubling Hcg numbers... 7. Crying, bargaining, and begging... 6. Pillows under butt... 5. Being asked "When are you going to have a baby???" 4. Doctors... 3. BBT and OPK... 2. Holding other people's babies... 1. JUST RELAXING........................... Please refrain from suggesting any of the crap listed above. All other suggestions are welcome.
Mr. & Mrs. D.This is not how I planned my life in that class you take in high school that makes you list where you will be in 10 or 20 years. Got married to young (20)... wasted my youth on a no-good cheater. Divorced. Met Mr. D in 1996 and we fell in love... (REAL love this time.) We married in 2001. I was already behind in my plan because while I did earn a BFA in Theatre Performance and became and actress and teacher... I was not (A) a movie star (B) a millionaire or (C)the perfect mother to 2.5 children... Mr. D and I recently built our first home and I teach acting, directing, and technical theatre in a high school. I love my hubby, my job, and the life we have made together. Two years ago Mr. D and I started the "it is time to have a baby" negotiations. I never thought that waiting until I was 30 would be a problem. After 2 m/c and tons of fertility tests...I am beginning to panic...
Got another BFN yesterday... this time at 13-15 dpo... I guess this isn't our month...
posted by Mrs. D. @ 12/19/2004 12:38:00 PM
2 Comments:
I'm sorry.
-Abby (abfausto@hotmail.com)
I'm sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Chasity
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