Math. (with little update)

Today I thought I would do the math...

My last "normal" period was June 20 that was 63 days ago.
My strange "sludge" period was July 26 that was 28 days ago.
I started provera on July 29 that was 26 days ago.
I finished provera on August 7 that was 17 days ago.
I was supposed to call the nurse if I hadn't started AF on August 22 that was 2 days ago.

So I figure if the "sludge" was a "real" period in disguise and if the provera didn't fuck things up worse than they already were... then another period should start in approximately 6 more days on or around what "should" be cd 34.

That is what I am waiting for.
I may break down and call the nurse... but I don't want anymore meds.

Boob pain is almost totally gone. Weight is still up by 4 pounds. Mood is "too busy to care".

See how much I don't care... I mean I am not even thinking about any of this.

I called the nurse and she got permission for me from the doctor to wait. I told her I might change my mind after another week or so... but for now I think my body is adjusting to the lack of fake-hormones and I just don't want to fuck up this "normal" feeling. She said to call her if I needed anything or when I finally do start my period... she also suggested that I "take a hpt... just in case"... bahhahahahahahahaha. She doesn't know that I haven''t had any sex since late JULY because of my fear of the provera!!! On that note I should mention that I did decide to give up my vow of provera induced celibacy last night... it just wasn't working out... thank god I am not a nun...I would be in big trouble this morning. (wink.)