uuugggghhh... confusion.

My body is doing very weird things. Imagine that... MY body acting strange... shocking.

On Thursday morning when I woke up I had a tiny (teeny tiiiiny) bit of blood on the TP. It was not even enough to be red or brown... it was beige-ish taupe. I was sure that in an hour or so it would be heavier and AF would come...I waited and waited... I went to the bathroom several times to check... and... nothing... all day... nothing.

On Friday mid-day there was again "something" there... This time it was the lightest slightest pink color... waaaay lighter than my much beloved carnation pink crayon and probably even lighter than "mah tu fay-vor-right" colors... blush and bashful (theatre nerds will get it). It was barely there, but there never the less, in a very small tint of pink. Again I thought that within an hour I would start... plus I yelled at my students for forgetting (for the 3rd day in a row) to bring in their f-ing fundraising money so I was pretty sure PMS was settling in. But... again... nothing.

Today is Saturday... again mid-afternoon there was the pink. No heavier or darker than yesterday... I have had a pretty intense headache all day.. but it seems sinus-y and there are thunderstorms rolling in so it could be that... and my face is a bit broken out... but again... nothing else on the TP. Nothing. NOTHING. N-O-T-H-I-N-G!!!!

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON??????? What have I done to deserve this ttc purgatory??? I just don't get it.

So here I sit... confused... again.